A Soul Promise

 

The Isle of Skye Wedding
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This week, I have been crying my heart out as memories from past lives swept over me and my soul remembered and relived the intense unbearable pain of heartaches.

In Spain, as a nun who faced the harsh obligation of choosing between God and Love.
If God was Love, then why did I even have to choose?
 
In Scotland, as a priestess who faced the cruel reality of choosing between Duty and Love.
Was it not my duty to love?
 
But in this lifetime, I choose to release the anger, the bitterness, and the deep sorrow. 
I choose to make peace with the past and break the karmic vow.

And I wish to make a humble request to God and the Universe to grant a new kind of blessing for our souls…

To meet again.
To choose Love.
To choose to stay together forever.
To choose a happy ending.
To choose to live happily ever after.
Because we deserve it.
Because we are Love.

Jambi, April 13, 2022. 

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The remembrance and healing were sparked by a particular melody from Netflix’s Bridgerton 2 that made my heart sink. I didn’t even know the song nor the lyrics but I felt immense sorrow when listening to it. Curious, I opened YouTube and watched the Live version of the song, Sign of the Times by Harry Styles, and I couldn’t stop crying. My soul suddenly remembered and started to feel and relive a past life’s heartache in Scotland. Though still in tears, I decided to watch the official video and that made me cry even more. I knew this place. I remembered this place. The Isle of Skye in Scotland. To confirm, I googled where the video was filmed. It was indeed The Isle of Skye in Scotland. A Home that keeps calling me to return Home.
 
The melodic cover version of Sign of the Times by Harry Styles on Bridgerton 2. 

The amazing Live version of Sign of the Times by Harry Styles.

The dramatic official video of Sign of the Times by Harry Styles, filmed on the Isle of Skye in Scotland. 

The inner work is leading to a special workshop titled “Manifest Your Soul Mate” with Lucy Chan Mcfadyen on April 16, 2022.

I wish to pray and make another humble request for me and my soulmate to marry on the Isle of Skye, Scotland, on Sunday, 23-4-23. May God and the Universe grant us this wish. Amen. 

This prayer also acts as a prediction of my future. 

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